Sunday, March 20, 2011

Infertility

I was looking back through some of my posts and realized I haven't updated on our baby making status, or lack there of... Ben and I continue to struggle with infertility. We knew before getting pregnant with Weslee something wasn't quite right. It took six months with her and the second go around we got pregnant right after a surgery when my "pipes" were clean. Since my miscarriage this past November we've continued to try... fast forward to today & we're still trying!! Infertility is something I can't describe in words. Unless you've been there you can't truly understand the darkness that comes with it. We have so many people that pray for us on a daily basis and let us know they're thinking of us. I can't say enough how much this means to me, I will get random texts or e-mails from people saying they prayed for me that day. It's amazing how they always come just when I need them!! I have been very open with our journey since getting pregnant with Weslee. We're not at a place where we want to talk about what we're facing now. I will be very open with our journey once we get to where we're trying to go. For now, please pray that we make the right decisions, for the doctors guidance, our peace of mind, and for Gods will to be done in our lives.

4 comments:

Lilly, Reid, Matt, and Sara said...

I was just thinking about you guys (and praying for you all) today. Wondering how everything is going and how you all are doing. Love you guys!

Katie said...

Sarah,

I'm right there with you. My husband and I have been trying for awhile now with no results. You have been through so much more than me but I still face the constant reminders and wondering why/how I'm not enough to make it happen. It's hard to joyfully accept that God is in control and put all my faith in His timing. But I know that it's the truth. I will keep praying for you!-Katie Watson

Julee said...

Always praying! I know the dark road of infertility and hate that any of us have to feel this pain! Hope all is going well and that you are feeling hopeful!

Elizabeth said...

I know you don't know me, but I'm Barry rush's little sister and a friend of katherine's. I know somewhat of what your dealing with, and can't imagine the hurt that you are having to go through with your two babies that you lost. I wanted to tell you that I will be praying for y'all! We struggled with infertility, and ended up doing invitro. It is very difficult and an emotional journey, so I pray that it brings you closer with the lord and also with Ben!